Saturday, May 17, 2008

my final study leave for b.tech...

maybe i should withdraw my statement about not missing my college. now that it has almost come to an end, i miss the stuff we used to have at college. late night card games, roaming out for dinner, lack of all restrictions, n dinner at 2 in the morning... these are what i'll remember my hostel the most for. my college, among other things, i'll remember for all those busy and funfilled days that i had, as in charge of something, or something un-academic, not the classes and labs...

that's what this college has been to me. made me realize how less classes have to do, in education. with so less classes, i routinely get above 80% attendance. my friends at home will realize what a miracle that is, since they see that i'm at trivandrum almost every other week. but those at my college- they too are the same way, so it's not much of a miracle for us...

now i'll be out of the place i'm used to, much the same way i was, after my class 12. but then, i had something sure- i was sure of what i was going to do, only i didnt know where i would be. but right now, i don't know what i'm going to do after next month, leave alone where. and one of the options that i have will take me to a position i've never been before- getting paid for the work i do.

there's hardly a coupla months more in this college where i've been for almost the last four years. yet another separation is certain. yet again, i say, changes are inevitable. so the best thing is, to salute it and to enjoy it. now i'm sure i'll miss the college, the hostel, my travels home and back and most importantly, there's a great chance i'll miss my student's life. i earnestly hope i don't...